March 25, 2007 My comp got cranky in barely what I can call a minute after the MSN loaded, which was supposed to be one of those programmes which load themselves when the computer starts up.
I know it's early morning but my gosh, the comp is even crankier than me when I get woken up in the wee hours of the morning.
Turned off the comp at 2.30am but I only slept a long time later(because I know I definitely stayed awake in bed for a really long time) and was up at 8am.
Sometimes it just sucks for not being able to take that load off my chest. Because when it does, I feel really relieved, but when it strikes back, I feel hell breaking loose inside of me.
And it just tires me out because I can't handle it all. It hurts.
I just hope.. that I'll be able to reverse all the hurt people have caused me, before I go crack. Because when I do, I know for sure, there's going to be stupid things I'd do, knowingly or unknowingly, that surprise me, real badly.